say anything but

new tri, and i still don't care.

and i don't wanna go to the doctor's office.


and i feel insecure because i'm a person that hates being really independent, and i don't want to live on my own. i want to always live with someone else.
sad? yes.


being alone makes me think that i hear things, like creaking and shuffling noises.


my goodness, i love the format.


okay, going to the doctor's. wish me luck! pray that all i have is a kidney or bladder infection....nothing too serious.

i don't understand boys.
they're so confusing.


they like to do things like confuse me and treat me like shit.
it's really fun.


and it's cute how i fall for it everytime.


for some reason, i used to hate girls in sororities. i thought they were all bitches, snobs, or just plain dumb blondes.
but now that i look at it, they all seem like really nice people. i'm pretty sure i'm going to join one, just so i can say i've experienced it, and to see what it's really like.


the other thing that makes me pretty mad about boys, is when they taunt you with something. when they say hi one day, and then don't talk to you for a few more. that really annoys the HELL out of me.

but i like that my hands smell like chai tea. yummmm.

now i have to make plans for my birthday.  small party, max 15 people.  MAX. and i mean it.
i'm gonna go make a list.

i'm in a way better mood than yesterday.